My alcoholism - The fear of myself - Part four

I was the shadow of myself, and knowing that i completly lost control over my drinking problem, i began to be afraid of my own person. It was worst during vacation, cause i knew that i was going to drink all day long, 7 days a week.

This was the begining of an hell i was creating with this substance obsession. This was also a face to face with the person i began to be, and this is what i'm talking about in this video.

My alcoholism - The begining of my alcoholism - Part two

I talk about the first days of my alcoholism, and the facts who were the anticipation of an emerging alcoholism that i have in myself, but that i didn't know about.
The first years of these lies that i gave to myself, as i was lying to others about this drinking problem that i had.