My alcoholism - My first unsuccessful tries to quit alcohol - Part five

To escape the rehab option, i tried many ways of quitting alcohol. But i was working on the physical aspect, which is not the biggest part of the problem.

The biggest part of alcoholism is emotional, not physical.

But i was so self-centered, so selfish, that i thought that i was the one who had the best options to stop drinking but i was totally wrong.

That's what this video is all about. This period of time of trying to stop alcohol by myself. It's been an error in my being.

My alcoholism - Living under the shadow of lies - Part three

Having a life where i had to cope with a drinking problem, in society, at work, in my family, and in a lot of social situation, i was showing myself as a stable person, someone who lived a normal life wich it was not the case.

Even if i felt comfortable with the way i was drinking at that time, i couldn't fight these constant emotions that i was lying to myself as i was lying to other in my life. There were a dark side of me that i didn't want to expose and it was my alcoholism.

I was living under the shadow of lies even if i tried to deny it, it was impossible to deny it like i used to do for many other aspects of my life. That's what this video is all about.

My alcoholism - The begining of my alcoholism - Part two

I talk about the first days of my alcoholism, and the facts who were the anticipation of an emerging alcoholism that i have in myself, but that i didn't know about.
The first years of these lies that i gave to myself, as i was lying to others about this drinking problem that i had.